HollysDestiny

I'm suffocating, Trapped in this place. I want to crawl out of this town Out this house Out of my skin. It's just a camouflage I'm trying to show you who I am, But it's so hard under all these layers, The me inside, it's so outstanding She just can't get through I swear baby, I swear she's trying But this outer shell is a hard girl to break, Built a long time ago To shelter that vulnerability So scared of that town So scared of that house So scared of her skin. Her skin a map of her past My skin, I want to get out. And I'm screaming, But all you hear is a whisper. One day you'll find me Are my troubles wo

Nothing lasts forever And definitely not you. You’re just a hit and run And I’m fucking done. I guess best friends forever Means best friends for awhile. You cling to me like a bloodthirsty tick But you’re dead to me. Pointing the finger at everyone else But you’re the only one to blame. Didn’t you notice how you can’t keep friends? You’ll never have me as the one who’s always there again You ruined that a long time ago. And just to let you know I hope this breaks you Because you deserve some suffering. You’ve never known heartache On from one person to another. May

I wish that innocence never disappeared We would do dig up seashells Try on mommy’s heels and makeup Draw suns and hearts all over the driveway Everyone got along We’d play hockey in the streets And get Barbie band aids We listened to Backstreet Boys And NSYNC What I’d give to get that back When the fights were about what crayon you got And who held your hand that day We sat on the sings talking about what we wanted to be An artist, an actress And without worries I wish the simplicity wasn’t ruined by reality

The world vanished Alone at last The birds were chirping Sun heating her skin The smile on her face was brilliant Water trickled down the stream through the woods This is home, she thought Nothing matters anymore This was all she ever needed Surrounded by nature This is what life was meant to be We lost our path We were never meant for houses and cars We are meant to be outside Like any other animal Living day by day At peace with our world.

What is reality? For one girl it’s starving Until she only sees bones in her mirror And then starving some more   For another it’s eating away her pain A pound of food is a pound of relief. Living up to everything society wants you to be Or rebelling against it Until you don’t know who you are. Reality is thinking you’re the only one Going through your life in a blinding spiral No idea what happens next, it’ll just be stronger And if it doesn’t kill me it can only make me stronger right? Wrong. Broken bones come back weaker than ever Leaving there scars forever. People come and go Aba

I know. And that’s our problem I’m not supposed to am I? Well, What are you going to do? You can’t do anything Because I know. And you know you’re fucked. And you know I love that. Now you’re the one begging The one wanting to be on top Because you’re finally in your place. And look who did it. The victim, The one you never expected. And sweetie, Revenge is my fucking forte. Yes, manipulation, rage, Speed, invisibility, Cunning. I have my talents too. Maybe I’m not an athlete. And I’m not the most charismatic. But baby you just wait I’ll show my true color